OUR BRIDE WITHIN |
Page 1 of 4 “For most people, Their spiritual teacher is their suffering. Eventually the suffering brings about awakening.” Eckhart Tolle Re-awakening Our Spirit Within. ![]() of behaviour". Many years ago I wrote the poem below with the intention of helping young men and maybe for some women too, to help recognise and appreciate the separation that can and too often has occured between a little child’s life sensing natural sensitivity of Our Spirit, LIFE itself. Being superseded by the indoctrinated domination of EGO. From conditioning indoctrination we accept and simply adopt WHO WE SHOULD BE Or more the point WHO WE "THINK" WE ARE. Completely forgetting Who we were Born to Be. "OUR BRIDE WITHIN" All Seed is born with germ of life Stamen Ovum all the same Mother nature rules this game Girl child born, maiden soon Grows with nature, menses to moon Virgin, Lover Mother, Crone. Life of Mother, nature known. Boy born of Father's stone Becomes rock, all alone Within this rock Eros laid Egg of Spirit his Inner bride. This egg is man's seed of life Light of moon's love awakens his seed ![]() Revealing carnal lust, Ego, fear, anger control, greed. Once AWAKE he is reborn His new LIFE begins, As Michael slays So EROS wins. ![]() The Rose Flower of Love Life experienced as consciousness is who we really are, 'life' in our body. In a nigh and often considered miraculous manner our entire complete functioning body, self developed, following conception from egg & sperm. Consciousness is brilliant & readily influenced, the learning & ever aware part of us which is also taught to and unintentionally conditioned to deny, hide, and suppress life's activated sensations, our feelings. As with many successful businesses our Consciousness is taken over by a competitive development of self known as Ego. Through maintaining control of consciousness, The Ego learns to deny naturally generated feelings with its intention to avoid exposure and revelation of perceived to be seen weakness to the predatorial surrounding society. Ego wants to rule, dominate and control all of us. Ego thinks it has that duty, that responsibility & that right. Denial. Ego often acts as a Dictator, stubbonly refusing to accept emotional sensations. If control is challenged Ego becomes frustrated. Any furthe challenge will see Ego raise its defenders to violent rage & anger. "Toughen Up". Unfortunately in learning to do so we unwittingly train and condition ourselves to show no fear, no hurt, no shame, no lonliness, no abandonment. We are encouraged and in many instances directed to adopt the 'dysfuncytional principal belief' that we have to "toughen up" to survive. Where has this attitude taken us to today we must ask? Our hospitals and prisons are over full and poverty and illness is strewn through out the world for the greater majority. So we are repititiously conditioned & we condition ourselves to be obedient servants of our Ego, like little soldiers. Our emotional senses are traumatised, seeking safe survival as we bury and accumulate the energy into our very being, our DNA. Doing so & holding onto and suppressing any emotional sensations is primarily unwittingly adopted from the model under which we evolve ( our family environment) during our first seven or so years of life. Commencing at conception which also brings forward identifying characteristics of our parents. Skilled stockmen, stud breeders, & self promoting psychopathic elite know this aspect of their animals thoroughly. As with Eugenicists. Ego driven Man thinks himself so smart, so clever, so rich, he misses the story completely. |